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‘I’ll leave for Texas next week, Olivia said and I stared at her,my face a mix of both shock and concern.
It was two days since the incident with Raymond. Of course I lost Raymond that day, I couldn’t find him and since then Olivia had barely spoken to me.
She must’ve thought I was a freak as I got hit by a car and stood up and continued running,like nothing happened. It must’ve been really shocking to her.
When I turned back, I saw her looking at me in shock. The cans of beer,long gone as they rolled to the ground due to her state of shock.
I didn’t know what to tell her or how I was going to tell her. She kept questioning me as we walked home but I never gave a reply. I was almost in tears and I didn’t want to cry. I’ve cried enough these past few weeks to last me a lifetime.
When I was ready to tell her,I moved to her room and it was the way she snubbed me that disturbed me,it was like I did not exist,so I just stopped trying. She had every right to not speak to me.
“oh,okay,‘ I said as I really didn’t know what to say.
I will move to elena’s place in the next town to stay until Olivia comes or until I made up my mind about going to silverpine.
I watched the television in silence,noting how heavy the air was.
Maybe I really should go back to silverpine quickly. Maybe going back would help me sort out my thoughts. I was tired of the humans and their problems.
Sherry and Raymond,for whatever reason he was running away from me.
My phone beeped and I sighed as I saw the content of the text message,I totally forgot about the ‘date‘ I had today.
I spoke to Elena about my problems,calling Lucien the father of my children and my fiancé and how I got back together with him and how the pictures were sent to him which ruined any chances of us being together. I even told her how possessive he was and that he was the one that spoke harshly to her that day.
I also told her how I was always thinking about Lucien and she had told me that
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Lucien was toxic and since he couldn’t trust me,there was no need to kill myself thinking about him. She had called Lucien names and I know they were just to cheer me up,but I hated it.
Lucien isn’t whatever of those things she said he was.I knew if I said so,she’d call me a fool. But she didn’t know Lucien.He was a good man,a good man and he did love me. I was just foolish enough to break his trust.
She said the best way to get over him quickly was to go on a date and so she set me up with a guy.
I was supposed to see him tday but I had forgotten, I don’t even know what to wear. She said he was a lawyer,in his mid thirties and handsome, I knew that part was true as I saw the picture she showed me. He was a handsome blonde,not as handsome as my Lucien..lucien. but he was handsome nonetheless.
I had better hurry up and go get ready.
I walked briskly to the closet,ignoring Olivia and the look of concern on her face as her eyes seemed to follow me everywhere.
I had to look my best tonight,not that I cared,but I promised Elena I would try my best to have fun and not botch this one.
I stood in front of the closet,surveying my options and realizing that I should’ve gone dress shopping as all my outfit seemed too formal.
My gaze fell on a little pale blue dress,sleek and elegant and I dropped that on the bed,smiling. Then my eye caught another one, this one was red,it was a sleeveless knee length dress and Itlooked bold and daring and I dropped that again,finally satisfied
I remembered the black dress I wore to a birthday last fall,believing that would be perfect,I picked it and surveyed it,then returning it back.
I returned the blue dress too. The red dress would do,it would make a statement,maybe not the kind of statement I was hoping for,I sighed in frustration and flung the dresses aside,sending them flying across the from.
‘ughhhh,’ I groaned, looking at the clothes,having the feeling that the clothes were. glaring at me.
I stomped my foot and walk out of the room to find Olivia standing there,in front
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of me,I turned and made to walk away and she blocked me again. She kept blocking me,stopping me from leaving and I groaned.
“What exactly do you want?, I yelled and she glared at me,clenching her fists and was about to say something but hesitated.
‘Go on!,say it!,call me whatever you want, you’ve been itching to say it for a while now,say it!,‘ I yelled again and she sighed, clenching and unclenching her fist.
“I don’t want to fight you, oh good,she finally said something.
‘oh yes you clearly do want to fight me!. I was on my way out and you stopped me,you didn’t want to say anything,youve not said anything to me since I got back that night,‘ I yelled, suddenly overcome with rage.
I really couldn’t deal with anything right now,not Olivia of all people. If she thought I was a monster then so be it. Let me be a monster!.
‘Think whatever you want,I don’t want to fight with you,you’ve gone through a lot,I don’t think your mental health is doing well currently…, she was saying when I scoffed,cutting her off.
‘Don’t bloody bring my mental health into this, just go back to not talking to me please. It’s not like I cared. I’ll get out of your house and your face soon,just let me be, for now and stop looking at me like i’m an abomination to nature, I stated and walked away from her as she stood there,looking at me with a look of shock on her face.
I opened the refrigerator and gulped down some water when I felt her beside ne. I mentally rolled my eyes. This is indeed annoying and tiring. Why wont she just leave me alone.
I know it was my fault that she wasn’t talking to me. If only I had told her the truth then,answered her when she was questioning me or just said something to her,maybe none of this would’ve happened.
“What do you want again Olivia?, I asked calmly,I was already tired,I don’t think I wanted to argue with her anymore.
If she thought of me as a freak,then so be it.
I thought she would’ve trusted me more,after how many years we’ve been together,all we went through.”
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to the sofa,leaving me standing by the
‘You know we’ve known each other for a long time now. You know how close we always have been, I nodded and then realizing she cant see me as she was faced away from me.
“Yea..,
Olivia was my friend since childhood. We were always together that the people of silverpine thought about us as twins. We told each other everything we.. except..
‘You know we never kept any secrets from each other,there has been no secrets between us at all..
I cut her off immediately. There was one I kept from her before,seven years ago when I disappeared without telling her anything.
‘I kept the truth about who my mate was and my pregnancy from you,’ I stated and she nodded rapidly and smiled.
“True. But I understand why you did that,‘ then she burst out laughing. I was very surprised and wanted to know who that omega that had the guts to fight Rielle was, I had no idea it was my best friend,‘ she announced and I smiled.
I wasn’t famous in silverpine,of course there’s no way they’ll be able to describe me to anyone or even know my name. They could only say that an omega got rejected by the alpha and she fought with Rielle and was beaten up badly.
‘Look Amara,you’re running away,you keep running away and that’s not the best,” she was saying and I sighed,now we’re back to this conversation.
‘I’m not,’ I said and she scoffed.
‘You…you keep doing that and get angry when I try to help you,’ she said and I sneered.
‘I’m not running away,you on the other hand have been acting like a little baby,’ I said
‘Ohh I’m the one acting like a baby?,not you?,you who can’t take any form of correction,‘
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I clenched my fist,my vision became a blur as I faced her.
‘Don’t..”
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She cut me off, ‘what the fuck do you even think you’re doing?,going on a date with another man when you already have Lucien. Yet you claim to not be a cheat?’
I winced at her words and grabbed my cellphone,almost sprinting out,ignoring her as she called out my name.
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